i have several bikers that i talk to online and most have asked me to come visit and stay for a while , but i live faraway in the uk and although my kids are grown and i so want to something is keeping me land locked here, all of them are texans i seem to be drawn to them the most  , my family are terified that i will just go one day. i have listened to them till now , but recently one of the bikers died i felt so bad that i couldent see him before the end i still miss him ,but because he was an angel, a part of me was wary , i really dont know what to do any more , i'm so lonely and empty , any suggestions

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